Long time no see guys,
It’s been so long 'till I can’t get
recognize who I am, I walk alone, making so many mistakes, I found myself
in a parallel life, seems like I am at the point of no return, some voices inside me telling me that I must be strong.
Once I figured it out, I was here and
something has happened out of my control, it seems like I can't see
everything happen around me, start to freak me out, I can’t feel, I have too much locked myself, lock my heart, seems like I
lived in a prison of my mind, I can't control myself, keeps flowing out, I saw
it happen, I was there, but I can do nothing about it.
Should I wait or should I walk? I know
this sounds crazy, I don’t live my life? Then what am I doing here?
Something bothered me that in this
clumsiness i found there are so many unpredictable
things happen and all I can do is watch, so I ask myself whoever I am since I
no longer rule on me, I have lived outside of me that I don't realize it 'till
then.
While this anxiety won't castaway from me,
and I’m a friend of it, so I’m laughing at it, and it keeps playing me on, the
biggest part in my heart now is a space, keeps staring at me like I'm a
criminal.
So I come now, I walk with my faith, that
something bigger are waiting for me, i must keep walking, be not hesitate
myself for I know that God is before me.
I cherish myself all the time, which my
help is from God.
Salam,
#salto
