Jumat, 07 Desember 2012

Same Old Song

How you define 'alone?' have you ever feel alone? what makes you feel alone?

For the last two days i felt so sad, and i don't know why, it just happened, looks like my heart and my brain collaborate and make a good teamwork nowadays, i've tried to fight it, but the more i fight the more i feel sad, really depressed me, while there was nothing wrong before, nothing worse has happened to me, i did not experience bad things as this week walk by.

An actor? Yes I can hide my pain, when I have it, I have 1 million masks on myself, but how can I deceive my heart, I cant. Now I don’t know what has happened to me, and don’t lecture me since you don’t know what has going on with me, try to amuse me I insist, but nobody can, I took all my books to accompany me, this is something bothering me I said to myself, I’m not reading, this book has read me a lot.

At the edge? I don’t think so, can I go home now? But I don’t think that I have reach the line, how would you pray me? For you my good fellow, I know that you will pray me for, I try not to be defeated by this wrecked heart, I would never forget those who prayed for me.

Am I on a crossroad? My heart starts to play unrecognized song, I hate the rhyme, it has no melody, I can’t controlled it, I’m a feather played by the wind, so I’m asking you this again, would you pray me?


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